YESTERDAY :
The only thing I can remember is taking bus home with Miss Kang.
Talked to her about loads of stuff, she's really awesome! I can really talk to her like as though she's my friend :D
TODAY :
Nothing much happened, physically.
Went to Yishun to collect a dress I ordered online. I wore my new 3.5 inch heels there.
Okay I totally regretted when I reached Toa Payoh MRT station, my feets were like freaking pain and the heels were like ' biting ' my ankle. I was like swearing in my heart -.-
Then my mum was at home, and I didn't want her to know that I bought stuffs online, again. So I walked around Toa payoh central n times.
Stupid decision right! I should have sat inside Coffee Bean and get myself a nice cup of Iced Double Pure Chocolate.
While I was walking, I kept on chanting to myself " Wearing heels now can train myself for the future, I have to wear heels when I work, jiayou jiayou jiayou! "
Went to the library in the end, 'cause the weather was horrible.
Oh, when I was about to check out my magazines at the machines, there were super many aunties and little children running about and taking their own sweet time. So I got extremely fedup and cursed all the aunties and climbed to the 2nd floor in my heels.
I walked like a handicapped and desperately held on to the handrail. Yeah I got many stares -.- 30 seconds of fame.
Went home and when I took off my heels, I really felt damn damn damn happy. Even happier than the time when I got my dress.
Watched Boys Over Flowers for the rest of the afternoon and evening.
Then yeah, found out something at night.... Broke down and talked to best friend about it after I calmed down.
Yeah, she managed to make me laugh with Gujunpyo's famous classic line. Hee. Heart her like crazyyyyy.
Broke down again after awhile when I heard some songs. I'm really a drama queen. I bet you are wondering how a normal human being can produce so much tears right -.-
Well ... It'll be hard to just forget 'bout everything in just a night, but yeah, I have to.
( The following parts could cause confusion if you are not one of the people I share my troubles with. Skip this if you kind of dislike me/ think I'm a drama queen ) Scroll down until you see the next sentence in red, tyvm.
I was thinking 'bout the times when I told jiayi/doreen that I talked to him on the phone, and I'll be like smiling like as if someone had just given me 1 million bucks. I'll go like " :D :D :D You know yesterday I finally talked to xxx!!!! :D " & My mood for that day will be super kickass good. & Doreen will roll her eyes like crazy -.-
Seriously, ask the two of them and you'll know how crazy I can be. & most of the time when I talk to Cheryl, it'll be about him.
( First time I'm being so honest on my blog huh? I'm a good blogger okay! Hee )
But after that, there'll be something he'll do/say that will make me running to my girls and asking them " Are you free now? I'm dying " & I'll suddenly break down into tears. I'll be like " * sobs * You know * out of breath * he... he... * sobs and out of breath * T-T "
If you look at my previous posts, there are numbers at the bottom of every post. Well, if you're wondering, its the number of days since he gave up.
For the past 32 days, it wasn't pleasant. I wrote on my handbook " 27 days... " " 28 days.... " " 30 days/ 1 month :( " Yeah I'm sure Jiayi knows about it.
I kept myself as occupied as possible, be it watching shows, paying attention in class or sleeping.
People who are close to me will know that I sleep hell loads. Most of them think that I'm being very lazy. Actually its a way for me to escape from everything.
When I'm sleeping, I can just dream about the stuffs I want to happen, I can be the happiest person ever in that few hours. ( Sounds cliche, but its true for me )
When I'm under stress or when my mood isn't good at all, I'll sleep alot. Like 4 hours every afternoon? ( I sound like I have issues man )
& At the beginning of the first few days of the 32 days, I kept on freaking yq out when I suddenly burst into tears. Hah he is quite a good love adviser, seriously. Its good to hear things in a guy's point of view.
Don't misunderstand, I'm not a playgirl, we're just hao peng you(s) that knows we're not each other's cup of tea/coffee/double pure iced chocolate/ milo/ iced lemon tea.
I just don't know how I should feel anymore. I kept on convincing myself to get over him, but part of me just refused. When I wanted to hang on, images of someone's blog just came into my mind, and I'll feel like as though I'm dying once more.
& Maybe I have to give up 'cause what we feel towards each other is totally different.
( Okay you can continue reading from here ) [ PS : I knew you still read the above texts right. -.- ]
2 daiyangtian activities tomorrow. Yay x 100!
& I just found Red Cliff video. Yay x 10000!
I'm off to continue watching Boys Over Flowers. Doreen finished it already, SUPER FAST CAN.
Phew, this must be my most honest post ever.
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Don't know if I should write anything here.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
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Edited : Why didn't I heed my father's advice? " Boys are dangerous, they make you smile now, and the next moment you'll find yourself in tears. "
Someone lied to me, and I didn't know.
Hah, I found the truth on someone's blog anyway.
I should have heeded Linda's advice.
Do you know this hurts wayyyyy more than you could ever imagine.
I'm not angry 'cause of them, its because you lied.
Doreen, thanks for talking it over with me.
I'm off to look at junpyo and jihoo.
Don't worry, you and weishan can fight over Kimbum.
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
Forgetting the past I once knew
I'm superrrrrrrrrrrr tired so this is gonna be an uninteresting and boring post 'kay!
Shouldn't have slept at like, 2 a.m last night.
School was oh-kay, as usual.
Helped Weishan to find her birthday ' chicken ' in the morning. Ahah.
A Math was damn fun, I knew how to do most of the questions and Tiff was like damn surprised that I turned so smart suddenly -.-
Had to miss Chinese to attend some NYAA talk. Argh, although its useful and stuff, I still wanna watch Red Cliff!!! :(
Got back our report books and Ckn actually went to call all of our parents. She even made Miss Kang speak to my mum -.- Whattheheck!
I got 26 for L1R5, which is freaking pathetic I tell you. No JCs will want to take me in.
The comment that my teacher wrote for me was :
" Juliana is a cheerful and enthusiastic pupil. She is prepared to listen to advice and act upon it as a means of improving the standard of her academic work "
Bryan Kok claimed that the teacher was sucking up to me -.-
I got like 394.3/700, really damn pathetic. & I'm like 24th in class. Damn it.
I'm going to work hard, to get into SAJC. Or else I can just give up the thought of becoming a pediatrician :/
Went to bubbletea with Vanessa, Yupin & Weishan. Weishan left after she bought her drink, then we saw JinHui, Sunxin & Regina joined us. Super fun talking to the triple science people man, ahah.
Oh, and I just found out from my mum & yq that there will be transit at HongKong. Greeeeaatttttt. Just when I thought my time in Taiwan wasn't enough.
Oooookay, I'm off to finish BoysOverFlowers and Confessions of a Shopaholic.
PS : Anyone wanna do CIP at SPCA or NLB during the second week of June Holidays? Text me 'kay! Thanks :D
( As I'm ending my post, I smell barbequed pork. I think somebody is selling downstairs. )
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30; Sometimes the 3 words and 8 letters phrase loses its magic.
Shouldn't have slept at like, 2 a.m last night.
School was oh-kay, as usual.
Helped Weishan to find her birthday ' chicken ' in the morning. Ahah.
A Math was damn fun, I knew how to do most of the questions and Tiff was like damn surprised that I turned so smart suddenly -.-
Had to miss Chinese to attend some NYAA talk. Argh, although its useful and stuff, I still wanna watch Red Cliff!!! :(
Got back our report books and Ckn actually went to call all of our parents. She even made Miss Kang speak to my mum -.- Whattheheck!
I got 26 for L1R5, which is freaking pathetic I tell you. No JCs will want to take me in.
The comment that my teacher wrote for me was :
" Juliana is a cheerful and enthusiastic pupil. She is prepared to listen to advice and act upon it as a means of improving the standard of her academic work "
Bryan Kok claimed that the teacher was sucking up to me -.-
I got like 394.3/700, really damn pathetic. & I'm like 24th in class. Damn it.
I'm going to work hard, to get into SAJC. Or else I can just give up the thought of becoming a pediatrician :/
Went to bubbletea with Vanessa, Yupin & Weishan. Weishan left after she bought her drink, then we saw JinHui, Sunxin & Regina joined us. Super fun talking to the triple science people man, ahah.
Oh, and I just found out from my mum & yq that there will be transit at HongKong. Greeeeaatttttt. Just when I thought my time in Taiwan wasn't enough.
Oooookay, I'm off to finish BoysOverFlowers and Confessions of a Shopaholic.
PS : Anyone wanna do CIP at SPCA or NLB during the second week of June Holidays? Text me 'kay! Thanks :D
( As I'm ending my post, I smell barbequed pork. I think somebody is selling downstairs. )
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30; Sometimes the 3 words and 8 letters phrase loses its magic.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
I stand at the threshold mute.
Usual routine, its somebody's birthday and I bet you guys know what to expect...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TEO WEISHAN!
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I can't stop updating my Twitter! Its really damn awesome :D
Today was alright, did Chemistry practical and got to heat up many chemicals, I was so afraid that they will spill, ohmygosh.
Did Frisbee for PE. Dhiva, Mingyuen, Joel and Eugene were in my team. I was the only girl. Dhiva suan-ed me 'cause I suck at Frisbee -.-, ahah but they are nice people! I mean like normal people would already have vomitted blood after they see how I throw.
& Eugene Khoo kept on sniffing his bib and he said it has a girl smell -.-
A Math was surprisingly easy for today.
I asked Miss Kang if she's going for Miss Pan's wedding & I told her to not snatch the bride's bouquet of flowers from me when the bride throws it to the crowd.
Yay, I'm gonna get married at 15! Ahahaha.
Had like 3 periods of form teacher time 'cause our english teacher was gone. Ckn nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged, non-stop. Killer!
Pinched Kokruiyang's face again. Awesome x 10.
Mingyuen, I'll try to find my Kinder Surprise toys okay! Ahahaha!
Watched Red Cliff again, during Chinese. It was darn cool, a lot of blood!
& There was a *coughs * bed scene.
Laoshi told us that the scene was cut off from the movie when it was screened in cinemas 'cause it was too ... ' over '. Its like you can almost see them naked -.-
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Felix.F is pressuring me to buy him on FriendsForSale and snatching my pet.
Damn it.
& BryanKok is too expensive now for me to afford all thanks to me and Fiona. Ahah.
Darrel Len too.
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Yupin, can't wait for the movie!
Tiffany, can't wait to go shopping!
Miss Kang, not looking forward to your A Math classes during holidays!
Mrs Gan, not looking forward to your chem classes during holidays!
Anyone wanna do anything else? Text me 'kay! I'm determined to have an awesome June Holidays if possible!
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29;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TEO WEISHAN!
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I can't stop updating my Twitter! Its really damn awesome :D
Today was alright, did Chemistry practical and got to heat up many chemicals, I was so afraid that they will spill, ohmygosh.
Did Frisbee for PE. Dhiva, Mingyuen, Joel and Eugene were in my team. I was the only girl. Dhiva suan-ed me 'cause I suck at Frisbee -.-, ahah but they are nice people! I mean like normal people would already have vomitted blood after they see how I throw.
& Eugene Khoo kept on sniffing his bib and he said it has a girl smell -.-
A Math was surprisingly easy for today.
I asked Miss Kang if she's going for Miss Pan's wedding & I told her to not snatch the bride's bouquet of flowers from me when the bride throws it to the crowd.
Yay, I'm gonna get married at 15! Ahahaha.
Had like 3 periods of form teacher time 'cause our english teacher was gone. Ckn nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged, non-stop. Killer!
Pinched Kokruiyang's face again. Awesome x 10.
Mingyuen, I'll try to find my Kinder Surprise toys okay! Ahahaha!
Watched Red Cliff again, during Chinese. It was darn cool, a lot of blood!
& There was a *coughs * bed scene.
Laoshi told us that the scene was cut off from the movie when it was screened in cinemas 'cause it was too ... ' over '. Its like you can almost see them naked -.-
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Felix.F is pressuring me to buy him on FriendsForSale and snatching my pet.
Damn it.
& BryanKok is too expensive now for me to afford all thanks to me and Fiona. Ahah.
Darrel Len too.
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Yupin, can't wait for the movie!
Tiffany, can't wait to go shopping!
Miss Kang, not looking forward to your A Math classes during holidays!
Mrs Gan, not looking forward to your chem classes during holidays!
Anyone wanna do anything else? Text me 'kay! I'm determined to have an awesome June Holidays if possible!
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29;
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I can't believe that our love is dead, I just can't get it through my mind.
Whooooooooooosh.
First of all, my father sucks to the max.
I feel damn mean as I'm typing this, but you should have heard the things he said about my mum.
He was like saying that my mum's useless, whattheheck. Hello, she's your wife for like 16 years already?! The woman whom you swore you'll take care forever. He made my mum cry and I was at loss, I didn't know what to do.
Yeah and she kept on reminding me everyday to not find a husband like my father :l Poor thing.
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Today was extremely boring. Had usual lessons. A Math was tough, as usual. I fell asleep and surprisingly Miss Kang didn't wake me up :D
Sat with Cheryl during Bio. Yakyakyak, ahaha awesome! Then Mrs Chow said that I'm a horrible student 'cause she assumed that if I'm Hsing Man and I left, I wouldn't bade goodbye to all the teachers -.-
Chinese rocks. We watched ' Red Cliff / Chi Bi '. I didn't know Caocao was a bad guy. I mean like, if he's a bad guy, why JJ Lin sang a song 'bout him?
Then me and Weishan kept on asking our chinese teacher who is who 'cause all of them looked super similar. We finally came to a conclusiont that they should wear nametags ._.
Gonna continue watching tomorrow! & We're taking our chinese o levels this year -.- Slackkkk.
& It rained when school was about to end, the weather was damn awesome!! I even managed to walk in the rain and think through many stuffs :)
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Well, I might be going Taiwan next week. Emphasize on the word : Might.
I hope everything turns out well, my parents are arguing over this. & I can't believe that I have relatives in Taiwan! I'm gonna be staying in their houses. Wheeeeeee.
That is, if I'm going.
I think I'll be getting someone's present over there.
Tomorrow's somebody's birthday. I'll owe her the present for the time being.
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Oh, and I swear I'll make my mum proud when I'm an adult :D
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Tiffany, shopping trip soon before I head overseas. In need of some things!
Can't wait for Daiyangtian activity! There's like 3?! YAY!!!
Oh, and I'm gonna be using Haloscan soon, if I can figure that out, and I'll remove my tagboard :)
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28 days; Maybe you're done with me, but I'm still gonna need more time.
First of all, my father sucks to the max.
I feel damn mean as I'm typing this, but you should have heard the things he said about my mum.
He was like saying that my mum's useless, whattheheck. Hello, she's your wife for like 16 years already?! The woman whom you swore you'll take care forever. He made my mum cry and I was at loss, I didn't know what to do.
Yeah and she kept on reminding me everyday to not find a husband like my father :l Poor thing.
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Today was extremely boring. Had usual lessons. A Math was tough, as usual. I fell asleep and surprisingly Miss Kang didn't wake me up :D
Sat with Cheryl during Bio. Yakyakyak, ahaha awesome! Then Mrs Chow said that I'm a horrible student 'cause she assumed that if I'm Hsing Man and I left, I wouldn't bade goodbye to all the teachers -.-
Chinese rocks. We watched ' Red Cliff / Chi Bi '. I didn't know Caocao was a bad guy. I mean like, if he's a bad guy, why JJ Lin sang a song 'bout him?
Then me and Weishan kept on asking our chinese teacher who is who 'cause all of them looked super similar. We finally came to a conclusiont that they should wear nametags ._.
Gonna continue watching tomorrow! & We're taking our chinese o levels this year -.- Slackkkk.
& It rained when school was about to end, the weather was damn awesome!! I even managed to walk in the rain and think through many stuffs :)
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Well, I might be going Taiwan next week. Emphasize on the word : Might.
I hope everything turns out well, my parents are arguing over this. & I can't believe that I have relatives in Taiwan! I'm gonna be staying in their houses. Wheeeeeee.
That is, if I'm going.
I think I'll be getting someone's present over there.
Tomorrow's somebody's birthday. I'll owe her the present for the time being.
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Oh, and I swear I'll make my mum proud when I'm an adult :D
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Tiffany, shopping trip soon before I head overseas. In need of some things!
Can't wait for Daiyangtian activity! There's like 3?! YAY!!!
Oh, and I'm gonna be using Haloscan soon, if I can figure that out, and I'll remove my tagboard :)
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28 days; Maybe you're done with me, but I'm still gonna need more time.
Monday, May 25, 2009
Watch as they fall, those tears of demise.
Today was uh, lemme see...
Weird.
Ahah I can't find the suitable word to describe it.
Got back our grades, I need to buck up!
Went crazy over Kim Bum with ChengYT during geog. & We're gonna sell woks during June holidays.
Not. ( The wok part, we're not gonna sell woks luh! -.- )
Ahah somehow I managed to influence her to watch Boys Over Flowers so now she's like damn crazy over it. All thanks to benxiaojie!! Applause please!
Then went back to class & there was a short circuit. -.- It was super warm and everybody was sweating like crazy.
Did this personality test during English & it turns out that my character is ' Melancholy ' then one of the weakness was ' enjoys being hurt ' & then bryan kok asked me if I enjoy hurting myself -.-
Oh, and I went to pinch his cheeks and he showed me this innocent O-O face for 10 minutes!
I was the only one that cannot take it luh -.- I was like shrieking and squirming around when he showed that puppy face -.-
Went to J8 for awhile and went homesweethome.
I took a 4 hours nap and I feel bloody refreshed and hyper now!
Aw man, lessons resume as per normal tomorrow, Ms Kang starting new chapt. on A Math. Damn it!!
Extra A Math lesson during holidays. Damn it x 1000!
Off to watch more Boys Over Flowers! Yay yay yay!
>:/
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27, trying so so so hard, but I just can't.
Weird.
Ahah I can't find the suitable word to describe it.
Got back our grades, I need to buck up!
English : B3No, I'm not showing off or anything, there's nothing to show off with this kind of results. For some reason, my A Math dropped to F9 & E Math dropped to D7? Damnit.
HCL : B3
A Math : F9
E Math : D7
Bio SPA : B4
Chem SPA : C6
Combine humans : B3
Went crazy over Kim Bum with ChengYT during geog. & We're gonna sell woks during June holidays.
Not. ( The wok part, we're not gonna sell woks luh! -.- )
Ahah somehow I managed to influence her to watch Boys Over Flowers so now she's like damn crazy over it. All thanks to benxiaojie!! Applause please!
Then went back to class & there was a short circuit. -.- It was super warm and everybody was sweating like crazy.
Did this personality test during English & it turns out that my character is ' Melancholy ' then one of the weakness was ' enjoys being hurt ' & then bryan kok asked me if I enjoy hurting myself -.-
Oh, and I went to pinch his cheeks and he showed me this innocent O-O face for 10 minutes!
I was the only one that cannot take it luh -.- I was like shrieking and squirming around when he showed that puppy face -.-
Went to J8 for awhile and went homesweethome.
I took a 4 hours nap and I feel bloody refreshed and hyper now!
Aw man, lessons resume as per normal tomorrow, Ms Kang starting new chapt. on A Math. Damn it!!
Extra A Math lesson during holidays. Damn it x 1000!
Off to watch more Boys Over Flowers! Yay yay yay!
>:/
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27, trying so so so hard, but I just can't.
Friday, May 22, 2009
They think they know her name, they know everything
My brother has issues man, he's playing pet society & mousehunt and I'm his only friend on Facebook.
Javier Tan JK, I'm talking 'bout you, don't think that I don't know you read my blog -.- I smell a stalker. ( Not the Javier in my class, but my brother )
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The weather's so freaking humid, I feel like I'm stranded on some desert in some oven :l
Well, today was a normal day, as usual. The school decided to stick to the classroom system until they finish some survey on the homeroom system. Yepps, three cheers for that :DD
I got E8 for my A Math & C6 for my E Math. My father's gonna throw me out of my house. Booooo.
Got back bio paper. Just passed, like 26.5/50, lied to Kok Chye & Min Yuen that I got 19. I wonder if they bought it ._.
But, my overall grade for bio was B4. I think its my first ' B ' after my languages!! Happy happy!
& I burst into laughter after I saw what Tiffany drew.
Then during Biology, we went out to see Mr Low water some tree. Yeah everybody was kind of clapping sarcastically ._.
Got 17/25 for SS paper. Happy x 10. But then, I had higher hopes for this paper 'cause I've studied like 2 weeks for this :/
PS : If you sms me from 3 p.m to 7 p.m & I didn't reply, it means that I'm sleeping, sorry! Same for MSN, too :b
Can't wait to see the rest of the grades for the other subjects, A Math officially sucks.
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Went back to Kheng Cheng 'cause it was Miss Nilam's birthday. Met up with Yisheng first & he's damn thin! I bet he's thinner than me.
Well, a bunch of my juniors threw a surprise birthday party for her :)
Saw my former chinese teacher and she ask me to stop eating so much -.- & I told her that I'll go back to relief classes after I graduate from JC/Poly.
& Miss Nilam's teaching my brother's class now. She said that my brother's an angel. Ew to the max man! -.-
I miss primary school life, everything was so innocent.
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24 days. 3 week & 3 days.
I'm stupid, I thought that by pissing him off & talking back to him, I'll be able to convince myself to get over him.
But apparently, its not working.
I've tried everything, opening my heart to a new person, thinking 'bout his bad points.
Nothing just seem to work. I guess I'll just let every single day pass & maybe everything I feel for him won't be that deep anymore.
I hope.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
If you give your word, a promise to one, prepare to make it come true
Thanks to Hazel for the photos! :)
Yesterday
LiuHsingMan's gone.
She's ... gone.
Its like nobody left to joke with me about the comedians of Taiwan, no ' sms me or nudge me anytime, okay? '
Managed to control our tears, but when she checked in, yeah everybody cried like crazy.
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LiuHsingMan, I love you & I will visit you in Taiwan soon ( I kept on repeating this sentence, I know )
Take care. You have all of our best wishes :)
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After sending her off, me & YuPin met Tiffany at Tampines.
They are awesome, we had many heart-to-heart talks. It turns out that all 3 of us can't wait to move on to JC life because of different reasons.
Chilled out at the CoffeeBean after walking around like crazy. Had this amazing Double Pure Chocolate Ice Blended that YuPin recommended. I was feeling damn depressed at that time, and chocolate really helped, since they release endorphins that makes people happy :D
& I explained to them why I'm always 3 steps in front of everybody when I walk. ( People seemed to tell me that I'm always 3 steps in front of them, so yeah )
& Tiff sent this sms to us when we all went home and it was really damn sweet. & She thought something happened to me 'cause I didn't reply her :o
Yeah I've realised at the end of the day that I would rather exchange all of my fair-weather friends for one true friend who'll be there for me whenever I needed him/her.
Fair-weather friend : A friend who is only nice to you when it's convenient. Someone who abandons you in certain situations when you need him/her.
Enjoyed myself, can't wait for the next shopping trip 'though this time I only bought 2 hairbands.
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Today :
Got back Chemistry, A/E Math, English, Chinese & Geography papers.
Didn't get back Biology & Social Studies yet.
Failed Chemistry & A/E Math.
One of my worst exams so far. I got like 15/50 for Chemistry?! My father's so gonna kill me. But I'm quite surprised that :
1. I didn't fail my english. I didn't finish my essay so the whole thing is only about one page long? The last paragraph was a sentence long -.-
2. I didn't get a single digit for A Math, though 13 doesn't really make a difference.
I'm afraid of my Biology marks, since most Physics people failed theirs.
Had this workshop on Finacial planning today, & we played this board game that includes :
1. Buying of shares
2. Different business cycles, etc, Recession & Boom
3. Chances to buy insurance, retire plan cards
I swear it was fun. Although I was the poorest at the starting -.-
I was like unemployed for manymany rounds until I managed to get this 2.5k job, followed by a 10k minister job & a 12 k businessman job.
Well, I played shares & the stock market crashed -.- Whattheheckkk.
The workshop was one of the most fun workshops ever. I mean like, have you ever seen any educational games being so fun?!
I still feel super unlucky man, I mean like its a game and I already lost in shares, what will happen in real life?!
Okay, its occurring to me that I'm taking this game too seriously than how normal people should -.-
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& Thanks Jeston, for everything these few days, & Tiff, Yupin too. I can't wait for our JC lifes to start! Just 1 year ++ more!
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Finally saw your true colours. But, the sacrifice that I've made for this discovery wasn't worth it.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Life goes on and you never came
HELLO :D
Hsing Man's leaving in a few hours time. Okay perhaps around 12 more hours?
T-T
Promised her that there will be no crying, so yeah :) I kept on telling her that I'll find her in Taiwan someday. Someday.
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Anyway, Had E Math paper today. It was okay, but y'know, if you take A Math, E Math really seems much much much easier in comparison, though I left some blanks too.
I didn't sleep this time :D Should be able to pass the paper. Yay x 10.
Then Ckn took like 25 minutes to nag at us about edusave forms, hair & blahblahblah -.-
I wandered around with many different people after school.
At first I waited with Vanessa & Regina for Yupin.
I went off and I saw Shing Pheng and her friends, so I took bus with her to J8.
& Then I saw Tiffany.
Went to the library and saw Ruhui & JiaHao.
Wandered around aimlessly before going home.
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Spent the whole afternoon watching season 2 of GossipGirl & playing Friendsforsale. I swear its damn fun.
My value increased like crazy because Jeston, Yisheng and many other foreigners are like stealing me from each other -.- I guess that's a good thing.
PS rich people on friendsforsale, buy me! :D
& I swear GossipGirl is damn bitchy, but its the bitchiness that made it awesome.
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Okay, I'm off to watch more Gossip Girl.
xoxo
3 weeks, 21 days.
Hsing Man's leaving in a few hours time. Okay perhaps around 12 more hours?
T-T
Promised her that there will be no crying, so yeah :) I kept on telling her that I'll find her in Taiwan someday. Someday.
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Anyway, Had E Math paper today. It was okay, but y'know, if you take A Math, E Math really seems much much much easier in comparison, though I left some blanks too.
I didn't sleep this time :D Should be able to pass the paper. Yay x 10.
Then Ckn took like 25 minutes to nag at us about edusave forms, hair & blahblahblah -.-
I wandered around with many different people after school.
At first I waited with Vanessa & Regina for Yupin.
I went off and I saw Shing Pheng and her friends, so I took bus with her to J8.
& Then I saw Tiffany.
Went to the library and saw Ruhui & JiaHao.
Wandered around aimlessly before going home.
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Spent the whole afternoon watching season 2 of GossipGirl & playing Friendsforsale. I swear its damn fun.
My value increased like crazy because Jeston, Yisheng and many other foreigners are like stealing me from each other -.- I guess that's a good thing.
PS rich people on friendsforsale, buy me! :D
& I swear GossipGirl is damn bitchy, but its the bitchiness that made it awesome.
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Okay, I'm off to watch more Gossip Girl.
xoxo
3 weeks, 21 days.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Heart broken, crying over the way you left your footprints on my heart
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY :DD
You're old! Hee. ( Next time it'll be my own children laughing at me on their high tech diaries -.- KARMA! )
Don't worry, You're still very ke ai okay! :b
-
I'm in pain.
Great pain.
What pain?
I'm sure you don't have to ask to know -.- I'm having intense moodswings and so far, I've yelled at practically everyone in my family and smiling to them the next moment.
PAIN PAIN PAIN.
& Yeah, this was the condition I was in when I took my Chemistry paper today.
Mdm C. went to slam my table in the middle of the exam 'cause she thought I was sleeping -.- Hullo, I know I have small eyes but I'm sure they're not THAT small right?
I left half of the paper blank because my mind blanked out as I studied everything yesterday. Good, another paper flunked.
Papers flunked so far : All.
I can't wait to go shopping in my new heels. CAN'T WAIT!!!
Bloody tired & worn out.
Note to self : Never sleep at 3 a.m when you have a paper the next day.
x;
20 days. Comment dois-je oublier de vous?
You're old! Hee. ( Next time it'll be my own children laughing at me on their high tech diaries -.- KARMA! )
Don't worry, You're still very ke ai okay! :b
-
I'm in pain.
Great pain.
What pain?
I'm sure you don't have to ask to know -.- I'm having intense moodswings and so far, I've yelled at practically everyone in my family and smiling to them the next moment.
PAIN PAIN PAIN.
& Yeah, this was the condition I was in when I took my Chemistry paper today.
Mdm C. went to slam my table in the middle of the exam 'cause she thought I was sleeping -.- Hullo, I know I have small eyes but I'm sure they're not THAT small right?
I left half of the paper blank because my mind blanked out as I studied everything yesterday. Good, another paper flunked.
Papers flunked so far : All.
I can't wait to go shopping in my new heels. CAN'T WAIT!!!
Bloody tired & worn out.
Note to self : Never sleep at 3 a.m when you have a paper the next day.
x;
20 days. Comment dois-je oublier de vous?
Who says you can't have fun mugging?
( Weishan's soft toys. Love 'em! )
Yesterday's :
Shan't elaborate more, since they say a picture paints a thousand words.
Wow, I've painted more than hundred thousands words. Awesome.
Click to enlarge & to be flooded with pictures :
My favorite out of so many photos:
I'll post one more post later hopefully.
xo;
Saturday, May 16, 2009
When you're dreaming with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part
Well today was alright.
Went out to study with nice person & yeah we didn't really manage to study 'cause we were too busy yakking and were too lazy.
Ahah maybe 'cause my mind was too occupied & I was busy writing someone's name on my hands. But it was funny uh, 'cause we went to Toa Payoh CC and sat beside the Rainbow karoke.
The sound of that old man singing inside was simply too ... funny. Laughed like hell when he tried to go high pitch.
Had Biology paper yesterday.
Screwed it :) Who knew that drawing could be part of the essay questions, period. Well, I didn't study on lacteals & the small intestine and guess what, both of them happens to be the essay questions, which is worth 1/5 of the bloody paper.
Been watching Gossip Girl for the entire day yesterday and today. I must say, its awesome. The bitching, backstabbing and everything.
Well, you have to admit, those are common in our lives, just not as horrible.
Study marathon with Weishan & Doreen tomorrow. Can't wait :)
I need a shopping trip, soon. Anyone?
x;
I'm confused.
Edited: I've just realised that today's the 16th...
Friday, May 15, 2009
Random # 2
Well, I've just copied a quiz on Facebook that ShawnAng tagged me in.
You don't have to read this, its just for me to laugh when I read this post in the future. Heh.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Iced Water
2. Last phone call: Doreen Cheng
3. Last text message: *coughs*
4. Last song you listened to: 我知道 - BY2
5. Last time you cried: Yesterday.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope.
7. Been cheated on: Yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Pink
13. Silver
14. Black/White ( I can't resist choosing three only -.- )
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yepps.
16. Fallen out of love: Yes, horrible.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes, thanks to Hsing Man.
18. Met someone who changed you:Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: I think so.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Lemme see. Three quarter?
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 after I get married!
24. Do you have any pets: Nope, I want a puppy, hamster and kitty though.
25.Do you want to change your name: English - No, Chinese - Yes
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Celebrated with a bunch of crazy people in church :D
27. What time did you wake up today: 05：45 a.m
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: On the phone & Mugging Bio.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: For exams to end, & go shopping with my girls
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Few seconds ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Everything.
32. What are you listening to right now: Nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope, what for -.-
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Exams & ...
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook
36. Whats your real name: Juliana Tan
37. Nicknames: Zhu -.- , Ju
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Virgo.
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: Can't really remember the exact name of the nursery I go to.
42. Middle School?: KCPSS
43. High school/college?: Not yet for me.
44. Hair colour: Jet Black.
45. Long or short: Long long.
46. Height:155
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: ... DON'T WANNA ANSWER YOU -.-
48: What do you like about yourself?: Nothing.
49. Piercings: 2
50. Tattoos: None, currently. Might get one in the future.
51. Righty or lefty: Right.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Nope so far.
53. First piercing: Primary 2
54. First best friend: Tricia Tan, when I was in Pri 1
55. First sport you joined: Swimming
56. First vacation: Can't remember
58. First pair of trainers: No idea.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: No
60. Drinking: No
61. I'm about to: Reply messages
62. Listening to: Nope
63. Waiting on: ...
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Of course, I love kids.
65. Get Married?: Yepps.
66. Career?: Pediatrician.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope, is vodka considered?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Don't wear any of them.
79. Sex on first date: Definitely NOT.
80. Broken someone's heart: Yeah...
82. Been arrested:Nope
83. Turned someone down:Yepps
84. Cried when someone died: Yepps
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yeah.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: No.
87. Miracles: Maybe.
88. Love at first sight : Yes.
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: Nope.
91. Kiss on the first date: Maybe.
92. Angels: Yepps.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope.
95. Did you sing today?: Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nope.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Secondary 1.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Too many days, lost for choice.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:Yes ...
100. Posting this as 100 truths? NO! I'm posting it as Random # 2 HAH.
You don't have to read this, its just for me to laugh when I read this post in the future. Heh.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Iced Water
2. Last phone call: Doreen Cheng
3. Last text message: *coughs*
4. Last song you listened to: 我知道 - BY2
5. Last time you cried: Yesterday.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope.
7. Been cheated on: Yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Pink
13. Silver
14. Black/White ( I can't resist choosing three only -.- )
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yepps.
16. Fallen out of love: Yes, horrible.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes, thanks to Hsing Man.
18. Met someone who changed you:Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: I think so.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Lemme see. Three quarter?
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 after I get married!
24. Do you have any pets: Nope, I want a puppy, hamster and kitty though.
25.Do you want to change your name: English - No, Chinese - Yes
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Celebrated with a bunch of crazy people in church :D
27. What time did you wake up today: 05：45 a.m
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: On the phone & Mugging Bio.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: For exams to end, & go shopping with my girls
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Few seconds ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Everything.
32. What are you listening to right now: Nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope, what for -.-
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Exams & ...
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook
36. Whats your real name: Juliana Tan
37. Nicknames: Zhu -.- , Ju
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Virgo.
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: Can't really remember the exact name of the nursery I go to.
42. Middle School?: KCPSS
43. High school/college?: Not yet for me.
44. Hair colour: Jet Black.
45. Long or short: Long long.
46. Height:155
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: ... DON'T WANNA ANSWER YOU -.-
48: What do you like about yourself?: Nothing.
49. Piercings: 2
50. Tattoos: None, currently. Might get one in the future.
51. Righty or lefty: Right.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Nope so far.
53. First piercing: Primary 2
54. First best friend: Tricia Tan, when I was in Pri 1
55. First sport you joined: Swimming
56. First vacation: Can't remember
58. First pair of trainers: No idea.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: No
60. Drinking: No
61. I'm about to: Reply messages
62. Listening to: Nope
63. Waiting on: ...
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Of course, I love kids.
65. Get Married?: Yepps.
66. Career?: Pediatrician.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope, is vodka considered?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Don't wear any of them.
79. Sex on first date: Definitely NOT.
80. Broken someone's heart: Yeah...
82. Been arrested:Nope
83. Turned someone down:Yepps
84. Cried when someone died: Yepps
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yeah.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: No.
87. Miracles: Maybe.
88. Love at first sight : Yes.
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: Nope.
91. Kiss on the first date: Maybe.
92. Angels: Yepps.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope.
95. Did you sing today?: Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nope.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Secondary 1.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Too many days, lost for choice.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:Yes ...
100. Posting this as 100 truths? NO! I'm posting it as Random # 2 HAH.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
I gazed into the emptiness that filled the air
I'm here to blog :D
Well, I've just had my A Math & Geography papers just now.
One word : Screwed up.
Okay maybe that's two words -.-
We actually had 20 minutes before our geog paper, and CKN was like screaming at us to keep our books. She'd rather take the 20 minutes to slowly give out our papers instead of letting us revise for the last time -.-
It was okay, I think I should be able to pass.
A Math is officially the most horrible thing ever I swear.
I studied things that weren't in the exam paper -.- Damn it. I didn't touch on Indices, Surds and Logaritums.
My only hope now is that I won't get below 10, 'cause it'll be pathetic! I left 3/4 of the paper blank :/
I'm dead tired now. I slept at 1:30 a.m last night trying to finish studying geog & A Math.
Was supposed to wake up at 5 a.m to study and wake up someone too. BUT I overslept :/
I'm damn sorry!!!
Mummy was a sweetheart in the morning. She knew I was super cranky so she made breakfast for me. Thank you :D
Speaking of that, its her birthday in 4 more days!
I asked just now if she feels sad that she's getting old, she told me that she saw all the white hair that she has and she knows that she's getting on age. She's surprisingly positive about it.
-
& for the past week,
Thank you Doreen Cheng for making me addicted to London Choco Roll :l ( Oh and btw, do you know it tastes nicer when refrigerated?! )
Thank you Kenneth Lim for making me addicted to MouseHunt I'm becoming pro-er than you! Ahah!
Actually these are the things that distracted me from studying uh, but nevermind, hee.
& Thank you people who accompanied me to the library to study these few days!
* suddenly remembers about the bygon joke * ( inside joke uh )
-.- I laughed at that joke for like a few days already.
( Sorry for the randomness -.- )
-
Ohkayyyy I'm off to catch more mouse in Mousehunt and I made myself the cleaner in Restaurant City -.-
xoxo;
Well, I've just had my A Math & Geography papers just now.
One word : Screwed up.
Okay maybe that's two words -.-
We actually had 20 minutes before our geog paper, and CKN was like screaming at us to keep our books. She'd rather take the 20 minutes to slowly give out our papers instead of letting us revise for the last time -.-
It was okay, I think I should be able to pass.
A Math is officially the most horrible thing ever I swear.
I studied things that weren't in the exam paper -.- Damn it. I didn't touch on Indices, Surds and Logaritums.
My only hope now is that I won't get below 10, 'cause it'll be pathetic! I left 3/4 of the paper blank :/
I'm dead tired now. I slept at 1:30 a.m last night trying to finish studying geog & A Math.
Was supposed to wake up at 5 a.m to study and wake up someone too. BUT I overslept :/
I'm damn sorry!!!
Mummy was a sweetheart in the morning. She knew I was super cranky so she made breakfast for me. Thank you :D
Speaking of that, its her birthday in 4 more days!
I asked just now if she feels sad that she's getting old, she told me that she saw all the white hair that she has and she knows that she's getting on age. She's surprisingly positive about it.
-
& for the past week,
Thank you Doreen Cheng for making me addicted to London Choco Roll :l ( Oh and btw, do you know it tastes nicer when refrigerated?! )
Thank you Kenneth Lim for making me addicted to MouseHunt I'm becoming pro-er than you! Ahah!
Actually these are the things that distracted me from studying uh, but nevermind, hee.
& Thank you people who accompanied me to the library to study these few days!
* suddenly remembers about the bygon joke * ( inside joke uh )
-.- I laughed at that joke for like a few days already.
( Sorry for the randomness -.- )
-
Ohkayyyy I'm off to catch more mouse in Mousehunt and I made myself the cleaner in Restaurant City -.-
xoxo;
Monday, May 11, 2009
It gets so hard to walk away
Hah, this will be my last post for this week I guess, since my exams are in a few days.
Went out with Wei Shan & Doreen to study these few days.
DAY 1, 09 May :
Went to McDonalds at first, but some manager told us that we were not supposed to be studying there on weekends so we went to Toa Payoh CC.
& There was this ' Rainbow ' KTV there and seriously, the sound coming out from there was so ... *coughs*
Loads of inside jokes! :D
As usual, must camwhore before we leave. Hee.
Went out with Wei Shan & Doreen to study these few days.
DAY 1, 09 May :
Went to McDonalds at first, but some manager told us that we were not supposed to be studying there on weekends so we went to Toa Payoh CC.
& There was this ' Rainbow ' KTV there and seriously, the sound coming out from there was so ... *coughs*
Loads of inside jokes! :D
As usual, must camwhore before we leave. Hee.
It was so god-damn-it funny there. We studied for like 6 hours?! Then when I told the girls that I never study for such a long time before, both of them screamed " Pathetic! " -.-
I studied 'till I was feeling so so so sick of SS. Bah.
DAY 3, TODAY! :
( Didn't study on Sunday )
Studied at the same Mcdonalds, but with a few more people. Then it was this peak hour, so the manager wanted to chase us away, again.
There was this guy manager who told us that we're not supposed to be studying during peak hour, so all of us went to get food. Then we were eating and studying, and he came, again.
M : You all are not supposed to be studying.
J : But we bought food what right?
M : This is a place for you to eat, not study. You can go to the library if you want to study.
J : * Rolls eyes *
M : Close your books please. ( Like what difference does it make? )
-.- wthhhh. I mean like, can't we eat AND study at the same time? Its not like as if we just bought a small cup of drink and glued our asses there the whole day.
& He even went to print a " No studying during our peak period " and stuck it to the wall near us. -.-
It was freezing, but managed to write down some notes for geog, felt kind of accomplished :)
As usual, camwhore!
(L) my girls :D
xoxo;
I studied 'till I was feeling so so so sick of SS. Bah.
DAY 3, TODAY! :
( Didn't study on Sunday )
Studied at the same Mcdonalds, but with a few more people. Then it was this peak hour, so the manager wanted to chase us away, again.
There was this guy manager who told us that we're not supposed to be studying during peak hour, so all of us went to get food. Then we were eating and studying, and he came, again.
M : You all are not supposed to be studying.
J : But we bought food what right?
M : This is a place for you to eat, not study. You can go to the library if you want to study.
J : * Rolls eyes *
M : Close your books please. ( Like what difference does it make? )
-.- wthhhh. I mean like, can't we eat AND study at the same time? Its not like as if we just bought a small cup of drink and glued our asses there the whole day.
& He even went to print a " No studying during our peak period " and stuck it to the wall near us. -.-
It was freezing, but managed to write down some notes for geog, felt kind of accomplished :)
As usual, camwhore!
(L) my girls :D
xoxo;
Friday, May 08, 2009
In the first light of dawn
Hey yo hey yo!
I'm supposed to be studying, again. BUT I can't resist the temptation, AGAIN.
AHHHHHHHH.
Had English & Hcl papers today.
For english, I idled half of the time away. Didn't had any mood to do anything 'cause it was so bloody warm at the back of the class. Didn't finish the essay plan & my compo. Most likely failing I guess :(
On the bright side, I lost few grams of water weight. Yay.
HCL paper was crap. I slept for like 15 mins, and miss Kang had to wake me up. -.- Though we had 30 minutes more, most of us didn't finish the paper.
& I dreamt of ... I woke up in shock when Miss Kang shook me.
-
Mummy Day is arriving soon. Sad that it has to fall near our exams, so I told mummy that I'll bring her out after my exams :D
Btw, she's getting cuter everyday! I'm so going to pinch her cheeks when I have the time, hee.
-
& do my quiz on Facebook please, thank you :D
I'm so polite! Hah.
-
xo;
I'm supposed to be studying, again. BUT I can't resist the temptation, AGAIN.
AHHHHHHHH.
Had English & Hcl papers today.
For english, I idled half of the time away. Didn't had any mood to do anything 'cause it was so bloody warm at the back of the class. Didn't finish the essay plan & my compo. Most likely failing I guess :(
On the bright side, I lost few grams of water weight. Yay.
HCL paper was crap. I slept for like 15 mins, and miss Kang had to wake me up. -.- Though we had 30 minutes more, most of us didn't finish the paper.
& I dreamt of ... I woke up in shock when Miss Kang shook me.
-
Mummy Day is arriving soon. Sad that it has to fall near our exams, so I told mummy that I'll bring her out after my exams :D
Btw, she's getting cuter everyday! I'm so going to pinch her cheeks when I have the time, hee.
-
& do my quiz on Facebook please, thank you :D
I'm so polite! Hah.
-
xo;
Thursday, May 07, 2009
All I ever wanted was a simple way to get over you
HAPPY POST HAPPY POST!
Ahah!! :D
I woke up with a good mood today, even though I overslept. I think I scared Erin with my hyperness this morning on the bus :/
As I'm posting now, there's a bunch of workers drilling the walls next door. Its so freaking annoying, affecting benxiaojie blogging! >:l
I think morning devotion by Miss Wong really rocks. Its my first time listening to a devotion so attentively. It was about people who hurt us and stuff.
Had English test, Miss Jasline was so damn efficient. She finished marking all of our papers within a period. Didn't score very well :/
& I swear Miss Kang is damn cute. Esp. when she is smiling. See the convo between Miss Kang and Eugene Khoo.
Miss K : " Eh Mingyuen what are you doing ah? You no corrections ah?! "Okay, its not really that funny in text, but it was damn funny in class, even Miss Kang was speechless.
Eugene : " He beatboxing lah! "
- Whole class cracks into laughter -
Eugene : " Eh why you beatbox like got asthma ah?! "
Chinese lesson was damn boring, almost everybody was sleeping. Then...
Miss A. walked in and she was like " I give all the girls 10 seconds to pin up their fringe, or you all will come with me to the PE office and stay back 'till I say you can leave " -.-
Everybody just pin up and continued sleeping -.- Surprisingly she's nice enough to give us time to pin up our hair.
Lian Lao Shi attempted to sing Ru Yan from Little Nyonya show :o
Our classes are supposed to end at 1:10 p.m, but we had to wrap the tables -.- which are like so freaking free of grafitti. Me and Keanna kept on complaining that our positions were damn horrible.
No fan & super dusty :( Me don't like dust.
Walked to J8 with Doreen & Hsing Man. Well, I was actually intending to go home to emo, but then HsingMan totally cracked me up so I'm finally posting a happy post! :D
Oh, and Cheryl & Caifang, love the heart-to-heart talk yesterday! Ahah! CKN had to come and spoil everything -.- sheesh.
I'm actually in a study mood now! Yay x 10! Off to study! :D
( I was writing in a good mood, so this is like one of my nicest handwriting! I was so excited that I took many angles of it -.- )
:DDDDDDD
Oh and oh my tian, tomorrow is common test alr!
Damn the higher chinese paper, 30 minutes longer than express chinese paper. Arghhhh.
xoxo;
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Heartfelt cries
I'm supposed to be studying, but once again, I can't resist coming online to post a extremely boring post to bore you guys.
I don't know how I'm supposed to feel now.
So many things happened and Caifang threatened to slap me if I put on an emo face tomorrow.
In fact, she has already slapped me just now -.- Scary
It has been one week ...
Oh, there was this sentence that was going around in my head the whole day,
“当你难过，眼泪要流出来时，只要倒立着，眼泪就不会流出来啦”
I know it sounds very cheesy, but I feel like trying it. Hah.
-
I'm gonna be taking a break from relationships I guess, maybe until I'm over everything.
Life's too short for frequent heartbreaks.
-
Off to take a nap, hope I won't wake up in tears like the last time.
Happy post soon, hopefully :)
x;
I don't know how I'm supposed to feel now.
So many things happened and Caifang threatened to slap me if I put on an emo face tomorrow.
In fact, she has already slapped me just now -.- Scary
It has been one week ...
Oh, there was this sentence that was going around in my head the whole day,
“当你难过，眼泪要流出来时，只要倒立着，眼泪就不会流出来啦”
I know it sounds very cheesy, but I feel like trying it. Hah.
-
I'm gonna be taking a break from relationships I guess, maybe until I'm over everything.
Life's too short for frequent heartbreaks.
-
Off to take a nap, hope I won't wake up in tears like the last time.
Happy post soon, hopefully :)
x;
Monday, May 04, 2009
Be gentle, what you're holding is my heart
Well, as you can see, I can't resist the temptation to blog.
Too much feelings bottled up.
I can't really say that I've let go of him completely, but at least I've stopped breaking down for no reason :)
-
Wasn't really looking forward to today at all. Met Weishan at J8.
Then Vanessa, Erin, Regina & Benedict joined us. Had quite a laugh before going to school.
No homeroom system, which meant that we had to stay in our classrooms for the whole day.
I kind of love it, 'cause I didn't really had the mood to travel around school.
Almost broke down in Bio, 'cause ...
-
Lunch was definitely fun, 'though it was in school :)
-
Ahah, I bet you're getting bored now.
I'm trying my best to go back to how I was last week, a happyhappy blogger.
Give me some time 'kay? :)
-
I'm no longer escaping from reality. I've finally accepted the fact that everything's over.
-
& Mental note to myself : Never set my hopes too high, 'cause the disappointment I'll get will be really bad.
No, it has nothing got to do with anyone, just a random note.
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I'm off to mug. All the best for me and you guys! :D
x;
Too much feelings bottled up.
I can't really say that I've let go of him completely, but at least I've stopped breaking down for no reason :)
-
Wasn't really looking forward to today at all. Met Weishan at J8.
Then Vanessa, Erin, Regina & Benedict joined us. Had quite a laugh before going to school.
No homeroom system, which meant that we had to stay in our classrooms for the whole day.
I kind of love it, 'cause I didn't really had the mood to travel around school.
Almost broke down in Bio, 'cause ...
-
Lunch was definitely fun, 'though it was in school :)
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Ahah, I bet you're getting bored now.
I'm trying my best to go back to how I was last week, a happyhappy blogger.
Give me some time 'kay? :)
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I'm no longer escaping from reality. I've finally accepted the fact that everything's over.
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& Mental note to myself : Never set my hopes too high, 'cause the disappointment I'll get will be really bad.
No, it has nothing got to do with anyone, just a random note.
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I'm off to mug. All the best for me and you guys! :D
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Saturday, May 02, 2009
Can you feel my agony and grasp my pain?
I'm feeling kind of better. I'd say I'm already half healing.
I love my friends. They're probably the most awesome people around.
Thanks for comforting me about everything, I appreciate it, a lot.
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Had a talk with Hazel.O in the evening. It was friggin' amazing how she made me understand stuffs that I could probably never comprehend if it was someone else telling me. Thanks, I'll be over him soon :)
Hsing Man, thanks for yesterday night. Y'know, the " Nudge me or sms me anytime ". It was really sweet :)
I haven't forgotten about the rest of my friends. Thanks for the hugs, advices & tags. Means alot to me.
& Yes, nice person, you're included -.- Though I accidentally blurted to you that I say funny stuffs in mornings.
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I haven't started mugging yet. Its like, omg, common tests are in a week's time? Buck up, Juliana.
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I'm worn out.
From this world.
Where people are often judged on how good they look.
Most people used to call me ugly when I was young, and I guess some of them still do.
I will get plastic when I'm an adult. Go ahead, call me fake. You have no idea how much I've been through last time.
I can't believe I'm having thoughts of going on a diet now.
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I can't help feeling so god-damn-it insecure now.
I guess I'll just have to treasure each moment before people get sick of me and move on to someone else.
I have to stop feeling so fucked up every single moment.
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Happy post tomorrow, I hope :)
Posting random paragraphs is fun. Whee.
x;
I love my friends. They're probably the most awesome people around.
Thanks for comforting me about everything, I appreciate it, a lot.
-
Had a talk with Hazel.O in the evening. It was friggin' amazing how she made me understand stuffs that I could probably never comprehend if it was someone else telling me. Thanks, I'll be over him soon :)
Hsing Man, thanks for yesterday night. Y'know, the " Nudge me or sms me anytime ". It was really sweet :)
I haven't forgotten about the rest of my friends. Thanks for the hugs, advices & tags. Means alot to me.
& Yes, nice person, you're included -.- Though I accidentally blurted to you that I say funny stuffs in mornings.
-
I haven't started mugging yet. Its like, omg, common tests are in a week's time? Buck up, Juliana.
-
I'm worn out.
From this world.
Where people are often judged on how good they look.
Most people used to call me ugly when I was young, and I guess some of them still do.
I will get plastic when I'm an adult. Go ahead, call me fake. You have no idea how much I've been through last time.
I can't believe I'm having thoughts of going on a diet now.
-
I can't help feeling so god-damn-it insecure now.
I guess I'll just have to treasure each moment before people get sick of me and move on to someone else.
I have to stop feeling so fucked up every single moment.
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Happy post tomorrow, I hope :)
Posting random paragraphs is fun. Whee.
x;
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